Man's Bestfriend

It was exactly 11:30 pm last sunday when it all started, i never thought it would happen. Nasa tabi nya ako till her last breath, at hindi ko makalimutan yun, her face would always flash into my mind, and I can't help it. Seeing her dying tore my heart into pieces, 1 hour cyang nangingisay, that very minute gusto kong mamatay na siya agad pra hindi na cya mahirapan, kaysa makita siyang ganun, (worst is I even thought of getting a knife to end her life, mercy killing I would say). And we're all crying to see her in that state. Wag ko dw tignan (sinamahan ako at di ako iniwan, haay mahal na mahal ko yun) I wanted to see her for the last time, I'm looking at her hoping she'll be fine soon, but I was wrong. I kept on uttering her name, with my tears falling down my cheeks, I saw her too crying, and I guess she's fighting for it. Exactly 12:37 am ng huling breath nya, I guess it's done pro parang humabol pa, 3 times p yun e pro ala na talaga. I went in my bed at 1:30 am and may pasok pa ako nun, but can't sleep. I think, I just slept an hour and then nagising ulit ng 3:00 am. Hindi ko alam bkt ngyari s kanya yun, except that these past few days she got sick, and hndi cya kumain ng 3 araw. She was so sweet, lalo skin last week, laging nakabuntot sa akin, nami2s n nmn cya lhat, we can't forget her kasi naging part na siya ng family namin. Kapag ngrereminisce kmi about her, lagi naming cnasabi "pano ntin maka2limutan yun e panay alala nmn sa kanya", the fact is we can't really forget her, siguro in time, kung kelan hndi ko alm... Mag one year na cya s amin. She would always wait in front of the gate kasama si sheena (bestfriend nya), and would hug you as if you haven't seen each other like for years. She would always go upstairs, at kapag nkikita nyang nasa taas ako ng double deck, iiyak cya kala nya mahuhulog ako. She always have new tricks to show for us, comedy lagi yung mgbestfriend n yun e. We had so much fun when she's still around. Marami yun... I missed her a lot. Ang hirap pala nun, parang ayoko na ngang mag-alaga ng aso e, masakit sa huli pag iniwan ka nya. Parang hindi kumpleto pag di mo cya nakikita. It's like, letting go of a person you've just learned to love and all you have left is just reminisce the good times you shared together. Now, that hurts...I missed my dog, Panther.